my old guitar

actually im waiting for a friend to chat online and to discuss about our assignment, and im still waiting.

well there's nothing much to talk about today, aside from the fact that i was totally busy today,
i realised one thing...if we say we are busy and dont have the time, we will have no time..but if we really really say that we have the time...we will find a time for us to do whatever that we need to do. as a friend of mine ( the guy whom i had a crush on in campus, and a cute one too) once said 'kalau kata takde masa, memang takdelah' ...heheheh.

so my point is that i want to talk about my old guitar... i bought it in 1991, that was 18 years ago, i learned how to play guitar from my father when i was 12 years old. i can still recall the beautiful memories dancing and singing to my father's songs while he played the guitar.... i can still remember the way my father smiled looking at myself and my sisters jumping around, enjoying to the tunes... how i long for those days...how i miss my father's smile, the way he talked...the way he walked... it feels just like yesterday he left us....

then when i was in form 2, i went to yamaha music school and completed the fundamental stage within 3 months. completed another 2 stages..then..puff! i quit due to spm examinations. i consider myself as an amateur player, still learning. just the other day i went to yamaha music centre in IOI mall with my students. they were very helpful and i appreciate their effort. i didnt know that yamaha music centre has been there all the while.. im thinking to buy another guitar, it's just that i dont know when..

when i play the guitar and sing to my favorite tunes, all of my problems seem so far away, i sing with all my heart. i believe that i can sing...not a professional singer though, but just for my ears , singing just to entertain myself. to me auditions are too scary... i dont care about what others think about the way i paly my guitar, the way i sing, whatever they say have no effect on me... insignificant. but one thing's for sure, i make myself and my family entertained with my songs. if im bored, i would sing from the top of my lungs with my mum and my cute sis.

playing musical instument also teaches you to feel with your heart or to nurture your subconscious mind. it amazes me the way professional musicians work with their instruments. i wish i could play guitar like a pro, unfortunately i dont have the time to indulge into music as i have trillions of other important things to do.

ok til the next writings...